okay so as you can see, i've joined all the other bajillion people who have decided to write a blog...yay me! so this'll be new and fun and stuff, right? buuuuut, i'm really bad at follow through of any kind so we'll just have to see how long this blog lasts. okay lets start:
the way it was
there are so many times i wish my life could go back to "the way it was". i wish i still had dance class 6 hours a week, i wish i still went to a normal school, i wish i had a church and a youth group that i actually liked, i wish for a bunch of things. then i try to figure out the exact moment that i want to go back to and its impossible.
if i went back to living in the states there are so many amazing people that i wouldn't know. i wouldn't know any more spanish than i learned in first grade. i would never have been to costa rica. i most likely wouldn't have the same relationship i have with God now. and, let's face it, i'd probably be a materialistic brat (no offense to people who live in the states, thats just what *i* would have turned into)
ok so back in georgia wouldn't work so lets say if my dad accepted the job offer he got when we were in costa rica and we stayed there. i never would have met ANYONE who has ever come on any mission trip to peru in the past 3 years. not gonna lie, that would pretty much suck. i may or may not have discovered my love for photography. my spanish would probably be pretty awful (in the year of language school i literally learned about 10 spanish words, just sayin..) and my house would be constantly filled with cockroaches. ew. worst part of costa rica.
everytime i try to wish or pray myself back in time i come to this conclusion: my life's good. reeeaaaally good. (if you don't know what movie that's from, i'm embarrassed for you) even if i don't particularly like where i am at the moment, i wouldn't trade it for anything.
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